Friday 19/06/2026 Alright, so it is time to get my life back on track. I am drowning in self pity and inaction. Time to get stuff going for myself to get out of this funk that I am in and to hopefully live a better more productive life. I kind of like the black page and white text. Makes me focus on the page more. I need to come up with ideas for something to do every day that makes me feel like my life actually means something and to in turn also make some money because I am 35 years old in a few months and I still make my parents give me a monthly allowance. How fucking pathetic is that. I need to stop wallowing about not living in the UK or Poland as it was my own fucking choice to move to Belize. Yes, I did think that by now the things would be in a much better place and that we would be able to sustain our lives on the money we make here but alas, it is not so. It is so damm hard to do anything that makes money when you’re living far from anything without a car and without ...